hrkfdoihrnifgfk [Monday April 24th At 10:14PM] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Maylene and the Sons of Disaster - Caution, Dangerous Curve ] welllllllll. it has been sooooooooooo long since i have updated my LJ. A LOT has happened: broken hearts, fights, jail, running away, love, hate, school, music...so yea right now i think i am experiencing the biggest crush of my life. but idk if she likes me..she used to and if she doesn't now, it's my own fault bc i left her and ran away like the pussy i am. all i do is run away from my problems..but all that is about to change thanks to a couple talks i had with Sam's dad over the weekend when i was there, which btw was AMAZING. i'm glad i got to spend time with her again, i can't wait until she moves back..but anyways i'm in the process of getting my band together..just waiting on Hetch to fuckin get back from ATL or TN whereever the hell he is..i kinda want it to be a southern rock band like Maylene and the Sons of Disaster. i like them a lot. today was my first day back at school in 2 weeks...it was gay. I went surfing today though with Jason and Smith that was funnn..i have a decent amount of makeup work but not nearly as much as i thought it was gonna be so that's good. like 20 days left. thank god. me and Nate went on a roadtrip almost all of last week..it was really fun we went up to ormond and daytona and stopped at ron jon's and stuff and we slept in a couple hotels. it was a blast i can't wait to do it again this summer. ahh summer i love the sound of that. it's going to be great, full of roadtrips, shows, and work. doesn't sound too exciting, but for me it's going to be. i guess me and my dad are finally back on good terms? he's been acting cool with me ever since he picked me up at sam's yesterday so that's cool. but other than that, i haven't really been doing much, besides work, school and music. alright well i'm gonna go start some GAY hw. so i'll be sure to return 0 favors.

yreopjytprj [Thursday November 3rd At 12:14AM] [ mood | awake ] [ music | it dies today- forever scorned ] well well well...back to venting in my lj again...today was actually one of the better days i have had in a while..my dad let me go over to josh's for a little and then me and him went to work...but i fucked up my mohawk today i was really pissed..but i just have to have josh redo it for me so it's not that bad..but yea i worked from 6-10:45 today..pretty shitty...gotta do it all over again tomorrow...=(..as soon as i get home though..my dad starts fuckin bitchin at me again..i can't take that shit from that fuckin asshole anymore...january can't come soon enough =/. so yea sam's letter went out in the mail today. im nervous of how shes gonna react to it...i pretty much spilled my whole heart in it..i hope she considers it..bc the more i think about it the more i realize of how much i like her and that im pretty much in love with her. hopefully things work out. well im gonna go redo my hawk now..so everybody have a good rest of the night. comment. ♥ so i'll be sure to return 0 favors.

colleeegggeeee [Tuesday November 1st At 4:14PM] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | Comeback Kid- The Trouble I Love ] well well well...i have been looking up colleges in california for the past hour...fun i guess..i think i have narrowed it down somewhat..it's either university of california in Davis, or the one in Santa Cruz or possibly just going to USC...but USC is really hard to get into..but CAL at davis has all the majors that i possibly want to major in..idkk though so many decisions..i hate looking for college..but anyways..i wrote sam this long letter today just spilling it all out..it's in the mailbox right now bc i didn't get it out there b4 the mailman came today. =/. i hope she considers it bc shes the only thing thats gonna keep me in FL for the next year and a half. my dad took away my cell phone. =( i had $30 worth of txting...i knew i should have quit and told more ppl to stop txting me. so as of now *NOBODY TXT MY CELL PHONE ANYMORE* my dad is too jewish to pay an extra $5 a month for unlimted txting (no offense to jewish ppl) but yea and he couldn't possibly make my life any easier. thats just not aloud around my household. i love lj bc i can vent in it. and then i get to see what ppl think about my life. well thats all for now. im still grounded so i'll prolly update again b4 the night is over. comment please. <3 What you've accomplished against me was sickening// so i'll be sure to return 1 favors.

dsfzhefd [Tuesday November 1st At 11:58AM] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Bullet For My Valentine- Just Another Star ] well i redid my journal AGAIN..i had as saosin..but then my friends page was all fucked up so i was pissed and changed it to scary kids scaring kids..interesting band name if you ask me..unique though..thats why i like it...but anywho..November! yayyyy my fav. month of the year...too bad it's starting out shitty bc im still fuckin grounded and im leaving all my friends and sam is depressed bc of me =(..it sucks balls..but im still contemplating whether to leave for cali b4 or after xmas..any suggestions? me and yaz are friends again..she left me a comment on my pic and said "i know you hate me, and you took my sign pic off, but your hair looks good <3" but i didn't really hate her so i commented her back and then we talked it out this morning..and she proved a good point to me..i didn't give her enough credit at all..bc if it wasn't for her i would prolly be dead or have a really bad drug prob. right now bc she got me to fess up to my parents. so yea i owe a lot to her..but i hope everybody has a good day. i won't. lol comment biatch. <3 What you've accomplished against me was sickening// so i'll be sure to return 1 favors.

new lj layout [Monday October 31st At 7:03PM] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | ADTR-Heartless ] well well well..it has been a while...things are going GREAT. NOT. "i love sarcasam" a quote from the girl i should be with right now...but i was too caught up in myself and in yasmine..when she was just using me for my best friend..but w/e...me and my dad keep getting into fights and im pretty sure that im moving to cali with my aunt sherri but the only thing that is holding back is sam...i love her to death and i know she will be devastated if i leave her...and i can't do that to her..plus im kinda iffy about abandoning my little sister, i mean yea i only have a year and a half left until i graduate..but still i should prlly stay here...onto a DARKER note..lol..i wrecked my truck 2 days ago..me and josh were fishtailing it down a dirt road and i got completely sideways and lost control of the truck and hit a big ass sewer pipe doin like 45...so now im in 8 grand worth of debt with my parents so im droppin out and working full time since my parents can't pay $35 a month so i can still get my diploma and actually do something with my life. i may try to work it out where i pay for it myself..hopefully i can bc i really don't want to have to resort to dropping out...but you gotta do what you gotta do...well hopefully things will start looking up..i don't think so though =(. Comments are greatly appreciated. <3 What you've accomplished against me was sickening// so i'll be sure to return 7 favors.

;jdfabogwes [Friday August 5th At 12:24AM] [ mood | mellow ] [ music | Silverstein- Red Light Pledge ] Today was really fun. I went to the mall w/ my mom and she got her haircut and i saw a bunch of ppl i knew there today...and then after that we went and picked up miss Samantha...and then we went to walmart and fucked around..haha we played w/ big giant balls and i took a baseball bat and pretended it was jamie's face and smashed it into a shelf and knocked it over...so then we casually walked away lol...and then sam got a barbie dress and tried to put it on but ripped it lmao. she found silly string after that and we used it through the whole store. And then i attempted to get inside a freezer but i was too tall :(. then we came back to my house sat around for a little and then went and picked up arian, i missed her complex like 4 times lmao and it was sooo funny. so then we went back to my house and ate tacos and just hung out and then i just took them home :(...but i will get to see them on sat. at Warped Tour. im really sad that paige can't go...but im going to see if i can go hang out w/ her tomorrow. so yea that was my day kthanksbye <3 COMMENT. so i'll be sure to return 0 favors.

My Day. [Monday August 1st At 6:47PM] [ mood | tired ] [ music | As I Lay Dying- Falling Upon Deaf Ears ] Well today was another fun filled day. lol it was kinda...i went to the psychologist...WAITTTT!!! h/o let me mention how i got rudely awakened by my fuckin cell phone...that piece of shit fuckin rang like 468973583979476083 times and woke me up at like 11...but then i went to the psychologist and talked w/ him about shit..then i went to taco bell and then to paiges! that was saweet i got to hang out w/ her for a little and then i went to my cousin's house and me and her went and got our warped tour tickets! yesssssssss...lol and now im home bored..but yea my day was pretty saweet, but im gonna go munch..COMMENT. PAAYYYCCEEE!! so i'll be sure to return 0 favors.

YAAYYY I HAVE A G/F!!! [Friday July 29th At 10:41PM] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | Emery- walls ] yes thats right...you didn't mis-read it...i have a lovely/beautiful/awesome girlfriend..PAIGE!!! yaayyy im sooo happy! shes the best! lol and thank you sam for being there for me to make me like 386748784975893 times happier after i told you lol..COMMENT. LAter! What you've accomplished against me was sickening// so i'll be sure to return 3 favors.

TODAY [Friday July 29th At 8:09PM] [ mood | happy ] [ music | underOATH- The impact of reason ] Well today was a rather fun day...i woke up and went to the wellington mall w/ my dad and little sister...and he bought her this ridiculous $100 outfit from limited too i was like that is some fucked up pricing for little girls clothing...lol..but i didn't get anything there so that was pretty gay and then we went to taco bell and home. After that i talked to paige on the phone for a while and i was joking around and told her i was gonna come by and see her...so then my mom called and shes like you didn't get anything at the mall?!!? and i was like nahh and shes like well i can stop in the gardens mall and get you something and i was like well can you come pick me up first...and shes like yea sure..so went to the mall and got 3 shirts and a pair of jeans at American Eagle for $50!!! i was like that is awesome...so after that i called paige and my mom said she would take me by to see her..so i was super excited to see her...and then when we got there she came out and hugged me and she had gotten me a bracelet at AE the other day and it's saweeeetttt...and we hung out for a little and now im home praying to god we go out to eat...bc i really wanna..well im gonna go...COMMENT BITCHES!!! LAter. What you've accomplished against me was sickening// so i'll be sure to return 1 favors.

NEW LJ!!! [Thursday July 28th At 11:53PM] [ mood | hyper ] [ music | The Academy Is...- Absolution ] ugghhh yessssssssssssssssss! i finaaly got my new LJ done...and right now im talking to the most beautiful paige on the phone bc shes super cool...but thank you Sam for letting me know how to do this...my day today was very interesting as a matter of fact...i went out to get my paycheck from work and then we went out ot eat and when we did i took my lip ring out and squirted mountain dew on the lady sitting next to us on accident and i started laight soooooo hard..it was hilarious...and then i came home and i wanted to go to the mall to get a new hoodie and some school clothes...and then out of nowhere my dad is like i will take you tomorrow..so im like woooaaahhhh weird...but it should be pretty saweet bc katie is going so im gonna get to see her..that should be fun...and hopefully after the mall im gonna get to go to paiges!!! that would be hella saweet if i got to go there...but anyways..im gonna go talk to paige...so ttyl! so i'll be sure to return 0 favors.

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